Rooted

I really don't miss my ex. But it doesn't mean i don't think about him. All the bad times we had are so memorable, but sometimes I try to think about the good times we actually had, and that's pretty tough, considering our constant head-butting. When i learned what kind of person he was, it was as if everything good he did for me was for an incentive, so really, what good was there?
No, what i really miss is my life in NYC. Or i should just say what I truly miss was having a life. I've been many places in the US, and had many wonderful adventures and experiences, and its sad to think that I can't have that anytime in the near future.
I just have the need for adventure, because it's the adventure that's missing from my life.
I need to get the fuck out of Hollywood, Fl!!!

Cliched

"It's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all."

Probably the biggest bullshit cliche ever stated. I mean, really - what is that? What the fuck does it mean?

Yes, love is a wonderful experience and all - but losing it isn't, and no matter how you lost the person, if anyone says this to you in the aftermath, they should be shot in all their condescending arrogant ignorance.

A heartbreak is probably one of the worst pains one can feel. And that heartbreak is caused by having loved. This pain could be avoided if you hadn't have fallen in love in the first place.
So, is it really better?

Morphinated

Never take Morphine on an empty stomach.
I'm assuming that's what it was, considering I never got any warning from the Doctor or the pharmacist about taking it with food.
All I know is i got out of bed this morning, feeling nauseous. I ate a piece of bread before taking my mother to work, and the nausea went away.
On my way back home, I could feel my gag reflexes starting to go. I stopped at the light, and next thing I know, I'm blowing chunks out the window. Not once. Not twice, but four times. problem was, i didn't get my head far enough outside the window. So, there it was, all over the car door - inside and out.
I feel sorry for the other cars around that witnessed this humiliating public display.

Neglected

I'm still me.
I wish people could understand that just because i have Cancer, it doesn't change who I am as a person.
I'm not looking for sympathy...or even a reaction...
I just feel like everyone's running away from me.

No Good Deed Goes Unpunished

I was under the impression that he was a Prisoner in his own world...and I was to set him free.

It was all just an illusion.

Miles Away

My heart is breaking...slowly. Splintering and cracking - so loud. By the time I get to him, my heart will be nothing but Ruins. It's so painful. I have never been so in love in my entire 32 years. Love isn't supposed to hurt - but I guess it does when there's distance in between both hearts.

Age Ain't Nothin' but a Number

Hi.

I'm a 32 year old gay man.
I wear t-shirts with cartoon characters on them, and occasionally logo's, like Echo or Sean John.
I own 2 pairs of sneakers, and very rarely do I ever wear long pants...except when the weather permits, where i prefer a waist two sizes bigger than my own.
I still watch Disney movies, and enjoy them.

My diet of late, consists of Twizzlers and Beef Jerkey.

The thing is, I don't look 32.

I don't feel 32, and I certainly don't act 32.

In a few months I'll be 33. I really don't see a change happening there either.

Wonder what I'll be like when I'm 40.