Coming out of the hospital, yet again, I am instantly taken back to five months ago. The house smells the same. The feeling of emptiness is heightened, as it was five months before. i am back in a familiar place of unfamiliarity.
And I sit here the next day wondering, again, why I survived a near death experience; my second in one year's time. Five months pass, and history repeats itself.
And I'm in my own quandry about my life and where it is headed.
Am I safer here?
And if so, what happens to us?
"How many times can i break 'til I shatter?
Over the line,
can't define what I'm after.
I always was turn the car around."
O.A.R. - Shattered
"I never thought that i'd have any more to give
pushing me so far.
here I am wothout you!
Drink!
to all that we have lost,
mistakes we have made.
everything will change
but love remains the same"
Gavin Rossdale - Love Remains the Same
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