What happened to Me?

I had so much going for me in my life. I never jumped on opportunity, and I let destiny guide me.
So, why the fuck did she lead me here? As if she took me for a ride and dropped me off in the middle of nowhere.
There must be a greater plan for me somewhere, because to be honest, with the way my life is going...or shall I say, NOT going...I should have been dead a few months ago.