Fuckin' A...

My dr. finally gives me a perscription for some heavy duty kick ass painkillers, and the hospital, in which I get my medicine from does not carry this kind of medication. I was told that unless my medicaid kicks in, i will have to go to a regular pharmacy and pay for it out of pocket. I would, too - if I had the money.
What's the point in having a painful almost terminal illness when you can't get the really good shit???
Then again, I'm in the state of Florida, where nothing ever goes right...